First off I want you all to know that this post isnt meant to be about me wallowing in self-pity etc. ITs about me talking about something that has been on my mind lately. I dont want you all to feel sorry for me etc. Now that that is over I can get on to the reason for posting this entry. Last night I was watching the movie “Never Been Kissed” which is a great movie. I was thinking about how in so many ways I’m very much like Drew Barrymore’s character in the movie. At 27 years old, I still have never been kissed. In high school, I never got asked out..that is until this one time when someone asked me out as a bet/joke. At my age, all my friends are getting married etc. I really want to have a family and all that jazz. I know that it will happen in God’s timing or when I least expect it but that still hasnt happened. I have thought about and even tried the online dating thing but am also very leary about it as well. I don’t want to pay a herendious registration fee to just email back and forth etc. However I am at the point when I want to do something about being single. Maybe I’ve just started thinking about it more lately because I am once again in a new town where I havent met many people my age etc. I guess in some ways, Im just sick of being single. I know I should embrace my singleness which I do most of the time but sometimes it gets tiring!
Word, sista! I’m not patronizing you; but I feel your pain. I rationalize my singleness by saying “I’m too busy…” Mmmhmm. Have fun while you’re free; that’s what people usually say to me.
i know exactly what you mean!! i wish we had some insight into God’s timing…it would be extremely helpful & relaxing to us!