Happy Halloween everyone. Tonight has been crazy. My dad and his gf finally bought a house so thats exciting! Next spring I have a feeling I will be busily helping my dad and his gf move. I’m somewhat disappointed. I had a Trick or Canning thing at my church and not a single youth showed up. Im bummed. I know they are busy and have things to do but it would be nice if they would come to an event. Maybe it was just a bad night for them. I guess I just have to realize that my success does not rest on how many people show up etc. Sometimes I feel worthless…but so many people have said that I am worthy. I am worth something and I know that I am worthy to God but sometimes it is so hard to live with that mentality. During my time at seminary, so many people said it was so awesome to watch me grow into this woman of faith that knows what she wants etc. They saw me grow and mature and believe in myself but some days that is so much easier said than done.